Saturday, December 15, 2007

let it die

I am tired.
I am too abstract.
Definitively, it is not my world; science is not my world.
Tired.
Six months and my project is already abstract, too abstract to apply for funding.
That is not my world.
I am living. It Is time too say good bye for so many things. It is time to let behind the wor(l)ds I never found.
Seasons walk on by.
I need to let all this things behind.
Once somebody told me that what matters is who I have been dreaming for to be (Even english I could not learn).
Now the dreams is over.
Even if there is a small light inside my body, which one do not want let me, it has to die.
It makes me want to die.
Accept the tragedy, the fact it is beyond of my capacities. I am not even human.
I m living the history and going to life.

1 comment:

silvio said...

Cara... Curte esse seu momento de fossa... Mas não deixa ele tomar conta da sua vida inteira... Temos que aprender a desenvolver a habilidade de deixar de lado aquilo que não importa... E, principalmente, parar de choramingar... É descobrir o que você faz bem e descobrir quais são as suas dificuldades... E criar uma metodologia pra superá-las... Pense nisso e dê um retorno.

Lembre-se: existe a possibilidade de criarmos as histórias de pescadores. Não abandone.


 
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